| Location | Runcorn |
| Age | 6 months |
| Date of Birth | 9/2003 |
| Date of Death | 3/2004 |
| Visitors | 1,782 since 10/03/2008 |
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Friday 5th September 2003!! the best day of my life - the day my world changed forever!! Our (james
and i) Son Connor James Jackson came into the world!!
He was (is) everythng i ever dreamed he would be a that first moment i saw him the love rushed
through me and i knew my/our lives would never be the same again!
Connor was the first grandchild for both of parents and was never short of admirers and they all
fought to look after him! but i manged to keep them a bay at least for a little while so that me and
daddy could get to know him!
i know most parents will say this but he very rarely cried and was a happy bonny baby, well fed my
nan used to say! and i should know - i breast fed him and we took to it like a duck to water which i
think cemented our bond further.
i was never really sure of what i wanted out of life, what i wanted to be where i wanted to go etc,
etc but when i saw him i knew that was it i was a mum and all i wanted was to look after him and
care for him!
he was a cheeky little monkey even for his young six months with his chubby cheeks and legs which
couldn't help but nibble on and he would throw his head back in laughter when i did! you knew
he was boss and what he wanted he got! he was very inquistive and also felt things out before
rushing into playing as if he was studying it wondering what it could be!
i remeber his hair was going gingery and he had the brightest blue eyes and a gorgoues gummy smile
and was a sweet little boy with the whole world in front of him - or so i thought!! until he was
cruelly taken away from me in his sleep!!
i miss him everyday and my arms ache just to hold him one more time and kiss his chubby cheeks and
nibble on his chubby legs! i can't believe it's nearl four years since we lost him it
still feels like only yesterday that i woke up to a horrible nightmare that just wouldn't go
away.
we now have another little boy Joshua who thankfully is 2 1/2 years old and although he will never
replace Connor he does make it a little easier and is his own little person he comes with us to tidy
Connors little garden and knows all about him and i treasure every day and am blessed that he is
still here with me!!
Connor will always be by my side and in my heart and until we meet again i will forever think of my
little angel!
sweet dreams my Connor you are always in mine
love you to the moon!!
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. . . UPON THE OCEAN BLUE . . .
For I have sailed upon the seas,
On waters crystal blue;
Salt blown breezes kissed my face,
Sailing hand in hand with you.
Skimming 'cross the water,
No destination clear;
Content to rest there by your side,
Finding comfort in you near.
Yet as we sailed into the mist,
Into the setting sun;
I heard a summon from afar,
A song that called me home.
I turned my face into the wind,
And listened to the song;
A tune that called out in the mist,
Beckoning me to come.
So when your heart still yearns for me,
Just know I'm here with you;
My spirit soars here where we sailed,
'Cross waters crystal blue.
Little angel
You are such a precious angel, of this i am sure....
you left for heavens garden, with everyone wanting more....
You are such a precious angel, for this i know is true....
and when you went you left a hole and a thousand tears too
You are such a precious angel, what more can i say....
you are loved and missed each and every day xxxx
sleep well sweetie xxxxx
I can't believe that tomorrow will be 6 years ld tomorrow! it only seems like yesterday i can remember you so clearly kicking about in my tummy getting me ready for the labour ahead! you made me believe in life when you were born, made me relise what it was all about! i love you uncontrolabley, you were, are my world and it hurts so much that i can't hold you, kiss you or see you eat your birthday cake. my wish would be to have you back so so much and be able to cuddle you, i miss you so much i hope you know this, hope you know how much you are loved and missed! xxxx
Hello baby! hoe you are having fun where ever you are....hope you are happy away from this horrible world....please give Uncle Wayne the strength he needs to get through this. i love you so so much and miss you more than words could ever express, sweet dreams baby xxxxxx
just passing by to say hello! i miss you so so much and really wish you could be here to play with your little brother and new baby sister! i know you are looking after them, you the probably telling joshua to be cheeky and pull tounges at mummy!!
i see you in my dreams every night and wake from the nightmare, only it isn't!
you are never far from my thoughts and will always be in my heart forvever, until the day we meet again, sweetdreams and sleeptight xxxxxxxx
X HAPPY EASTER DARLING CONNOR X
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thinking of you this week beautiful baby boy keep playing with the Angels in heaven Connor till we all get there loads of love hugs and kisses Michelle (mummy and daddys friend) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sorry i haven't been on for a while hunny but as you know mummy has been poorly in hospital! i know you have been looking after me and little baba...i couold feel ou near. just because i don't come by often doesn't i don't think about you or feel the same pain as the day you left. i love you more than ever and wish you where here so so much....
love you always mummy xx
----HAPPY NEW YEAR
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When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
If we could bring you back again,
For one more hour or day,
We’d express all our unspoken love;
We’d have countless things to say.
If we could bring you back again,
We’d say we treasured you,
And that your presence in our lives
Meant more than we ever knew.
If we could bring you back again,
To tell you what we should,
You’d know how much we miss you now,
And if we could, we would.
Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.
Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.
As New Year approaches
It seems harder this time of year
We miss you so much more
The only thing that gets us through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much we care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes gifts and kind words they have left on Christopher’s website I appreciate every single one.
I would also like to wish you all A Happy New Year & my best wishes for 2009.
Angela X
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