| Location | Runcorn |
| Age | 6 months |
| Date of Birth | 9/2003 |
| Date of Death | 3/2004 |
| Visitors | 2,341 since 10/03/2008 |
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Friday 5th September 2003!! the best day of my life - the day my world changed forever!! Our (james and i) Son Connor James Jackson came into the world!!
He was (is) everythng i ever dreamed he would be a that first moment i saw him the love rushed through me and i knew my/our lives would never be the same again!
Connor was the first grandchild for both of parents and was never short of admirers and they all fought to look after him! but i manged to keep them a bay at least for a little while so that me and daddy could get to know him!
i know most parents will say this but he very rarely cried and was a happy bonny baby, well fed my nan used to say! and i should know - i breast fed him and we took to it like a duck to water which i think cemented our bond further.
i was never really sure of what i wanted out of life, what i wanted to be where i wanted to go etc, etc but when i saw him i knew that was it i was a mum and all i wanted was to look after him and care for him!
he was a cheeky little monkey even for his young six months with his chubby cheeks and legs which couldn't help but nibble on and he would throw his head back in laughter when i did! you knew he was boss and what he wanted he got! he was very inquistive and also felt things out before rushing into playing as if he was studying it wondering what it could be!
i remeber his hair was going gingery and he had the brightest blue eyes and a gorgoues gummy smile and was a sweet little boy with the whole world in front of him - or so i thought!! until he was cruelly taken away from me in his sleep!!
i miss him everyday and my arms ache just to hold him one more time and kiss his chubby cheeks and nibble on his chubby legs! i can't believe it's nearl four years since we lost him it still feels like only yesterday that i woke up to a horrible nightmare that just wouldn't go away.
we now have another little boy Joshua who thankfully is 2 1/2 years old and although he will never replace Connor he does make it a little easier and is his own little person he comes with us to tidy Connors little garden and knows all about him and i treasure every day and am blessed that he is still here with me!!
Connor will always be by my side and in my heart and until we meet again i will forever think of my little angel!
sweet dreams my Connor you are always in mine
love you to the moon!!
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Happy Birthday Connor Big 8 today the most beautiful baba in heaven, much love to you today and always sweet gorgeous beautiful baby x
LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
If I could have one wish it would be that you are here today! I miss You so so much it hurts! I have a constant pain in my heart and soul because you are not near! I miss that You cannot play with Joshua & Orla, and see You grow and look after them! Oh I'm sure there would be lots of fighting and arguing but You know I would love that just to have You here with us Would mean the world!! I love You more than anything and mis you even more xxxxxxxxx
Always thinking of you beautiful baby Connor, you touched so many hearts in your short time and you will always be in them hearts, Shine down on your family and keep them warm with your love, Michelle xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
The Anniversary
I feels like only yesterday i heard the news, I remember so clearly my family in pews, The tears streamin down are faces, your little outfit made of blue, The face of an angel, You was only a baby, your eyes so free an wild, In memory of you i will sit in silence on the day you past away, six years ago today............. It feels like yesterday. We love you so much connor an miss you so so much, take care of mummy an daddy an be by their side today an always. We will meet again my beautiful grandson, thinking of you today, tomorrow and always. I love you so so much an miss you more than words can say.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
. . . UPON THE OCEAN BLUE . . .
For I have sailed upon the seas,
On waters crystal blue;
Salt blown breezes kissed my face,
Sailing hand in hand with you.
Skimming 'cross the water,
No destination clear;
Content to rest there by your side,
Finding comfort in you near.
Yet as we sailed into the mist,
Into the setting sun;
I heard a summon from afar,
A song that called me home.
I turned my face into the wind,
And listened to the song;
A tune that called out in the mist,
Beckoning me to come.
So when your heart still yearns for me,
Just know I'm here with you;
My spirit soars here where we sailed,
'Cross waters crystal blue.
Little angel
You are such a precious angel, of this i am sure....
you left for heavens garden, with everyone wanting more....
You are such a precious angel, for this i know is true....
and when you went you left a hole and a thousand tears too
You are such a precious angel, what more can i say....
you are loved and missed each and every day xxxx
sleep well sweetie xxxxx
I can't believe that tomorrow will be 6 years ld tomorrow! it only seems like yesterday i can remember you so clearly kicking about in my tummy getting me ready for the labour ahead! you made me believe in life when you were born, made me relise what it was all about! i love you uncontrolabley, you were, are my world and it hurts so much that i can't hold you, kiss you or see you eat your birthday cake. my wish would be to have you back so so much and be able to cuddle you, i miss you so much i hope you know this, hope you know how much you are loved and missed! xxxx
Hello baby! hoe you are having fun where ever you are....hope you are happy away from this horrible world....please give Uncle Wayne the strength he needs to get through this. i love you so so much and miss you more than words could ever express, sweet dreams baby xxxxxx
just passing by to say hello! i miss you so so much and really wish you could be here to play with your little brother and new baby sister! i know you are looking after them, you the probably telling joshua to be cheeky and pull tounges at mummy!!
i see you in my dreams every night and wake from the nightmare, only it isn't!
you are never far from my thoughts and will always be in my heart forvever, until the day we meet again, sweetdreams and sleeptight xxxxxxxx
X HAPPY EASTER DARLING CONNOR X
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